Job searching is gruelling, it comes with more disappointment and set backs that I thought was possible.
I looked back today on my study results and grades through-out my course and realised that I’ve done really well. I’m still doing really well.
It’s now getting closer to the Christmas period and I think that all I have to do is focus on enjoying that time. A time where family come together to celebrate love, giving and hope.
I have a lot in my life and a lot to give. If I sit here and accept that I will get there, then I will. There will come a day where I have my own classroom with my own students and can teach. It just might take more time that I originally planned.
Which is ok. I don’t want to mope away the summer in stress and fear of not having a teaching job. I’m a young woman about to turn 24, there are still so many years ahead of me to figure things out.
Besides I’ve always had a theory that all anyone is doing is figuring things out… whether your my age or in your 30s, 40s, 50s whichever things might not always be clear… or never clear. I will live the life that I’m living and even though it’s not always easy to stay positive at the end of the day
Everything is ok. It’s all good, I just need to take one step at a time! 🙂
To anyone else who is this situation don’t lose heart, use the set backs to become more determined – because I know that, that is what I’m doing!
Signing off – good night. Don’t let the bed bugs bite, if they do use dynamite.
