I think everyone in Melbourne melted just a bit yesterday! Just a bit!
Wednesday I got my Driver’s Licence so I was ready for my birthday! I can’t imagine how things would have been if I hadn’t achieved this… but I think that’s why I planned it that way. No excuses this time!
Yesterday, was a very big day for me. I awoke with a pain in my stomach at 5:30am. I wasn’t sure why my tummy was bothering me because I hadn’t felt like this for a long time. I thought that figuring things out with my Gluten Free diet would mean that I wouldn’t suffer anymore… but maybe it was just stress. This time of the year can be stressful for most anyone. Anyone that is an adult that is. For the kids, it’s fun, full of gifts and extra family time. Children love this time time of the year. With the thought of Santa Claus bringing them presents and decorating a Christmas tree… how can it not be anything but joyful!
It has become a bit of a commercial time of the year and a bit of a job. For those of us who have to be the organisers. Through my childhood I remember all the excitement. I remember putting snacks out for Santa… being scared of him and when I discovered he wasn’t really real. I then remember putting on the fecade so I would still get Santa presents. Then the Christmas came when the wrapping paper that I saw Mum buy was the same one used for our Santa presents and that was when they stopped… the cat was out of the bag so to speak…
I think that most Christmas’ from the age of 3 right up until 19 I loved Christmas. I was a child amongst the rest who got excited, who gave cards to all my friends, who loved decorating our Christmas tree. From about the age of 20 things started to change. I don’t think my Christmas spirit has completely gone but I think until I have children of my own it will feel slightly different.
Not only have I been growing up in this time but I have had a lot to deal with. I have learnt that Christmas can mean both joy and sadness for some. For a while it was hard to accept. How can something that was once so special change so dramatically? I remember seeing this in adults when I was a child and thought it wouldn’t happen to me because that was how much I loved it. But it’s ok now because I feel so much different.
I can still see the great things about Christmas and my Birthday.
My day finished yesterday with my creative writing class. They sang me Happy Birthday and we had a great time laughing, chatting and working on our writing. I climbed into bed… trying very hard to wait up for my Mum who was driving back from my grandparent’s farm… she didn’t make it until 11:30pm. With half an hour left of my Birthday. I got to see her and have a hug! I am not too old to want a hug from my Mum or at least on my Birthday!
It was a big long HOT day and I would have preferred for it to be a lot cooler. But it was still a good day. Filled with lovely people, lots of smiles, laughter and best wishes for turning 25!
Yay for getting another year older! I hope that all of Melbourne didn’t melt away yesterday and are enjoying a much cooler day today.
If I don’t get a chance to pop by my blog on the 25th of December – then I hope everyone has a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year for 2014!